Mournful day!!!!

Today is 27 August 2006...A Fine Day...

Things happened just so soon... Sad to say was that my grandfather passed away on 18th August 2006... thats why i didn't blog for so many days...

I realli felt very lost when i picked up the phone on friday night.. it's my mum's call.. she told mi that she is going to hospital with my grandfather...he was not feeling good for the past few days before his decease...he fainted that night and my mum was so panic , she called the hospital... the ambulance came and help my grandfather to the hospital... but when my mum and uncle reach the hospital... the doctor told them that my grandfather passed away... everyone was so lost... my mum called back home and told mi the news.. i suddenly felt very lost and fall into tears... my beloved grandfather juz leave us like that.. but i noe he left this world very peacefully as he didn't have to suffer with his illness..

The past few days was his funeral days... we all mourned day and night for him... all onli got have a few hours of rest.. but onli my auntie aka my godma, didn't rest much... she took the issue very hardly... i felt so disheaartening seeing her like that... i dunno wad to do... Most disturbing was that the day of my grandfather funeral on tuesday was my Maths exam... Actually i asked Eugene for the teacher's number to inform her that i may not be going for the exm because of this but after a good thinking.. i believe my grandfather oso want mi to go for my exam instead.. so i felt regretful that i cannot go with my family members to received my grandfather's urn(bone ashes)...Heard from my mum that grandfather didn't want to go to hospital even he was feeling sick that few days...maybe his last wish was to pass away peacefully at home...

Really felt regretful... i always feel that my grandfather can at least still live till his 90s...but ... life is really short and we will not know when it will be our turn... so now wad i realised is that treasure your loved ones now and dun have any regrets.... =(