Thursday, March 29, 2007

I am Back!!!

Today is 29th March 2007... Fine Day...

Hello everyone... Long time no blog here le..haha.. miss me ma??? hahaha... Back to post again... For the past 2 weeks and 4 days, the whole S.I.T students have been busy with the whole planning and trial runs for the upcoming Year 1 Freshmen Orientation 2007/08... Thus, I oso no time to blog as I am in school till late hours... Helping to do some props too... haha.. However, I realli feel that the In-Charge(ICs) and those in the Games Department,as well as those in the Finale team, are more powerful... They have to do realli lots of work... Getting people to help in this orientation is therefore our job in order to lighten their workload.

I realli appreciate all the efforts that all the people have put in... Truely, I hope that the upcoming event can be a successful one.. Giving our best shot!!!! S.I.T members muz work hard wor.... support u all the way!!! hahaha....Hope that people get more united and be more enthusiatic...

Not forgetting, today, is one of my classmates birthday.. Khai, Happy birthday to u!!! Oso, To Benn: Happy Belated Birthday!!!!!!



Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Class Chalet!!!

Today is 7th March 2007... Fine Day...

Back from class Chalet that was held on 5th March to 7th March... It was a rather fine chalet... However many things happened.. but i am not mentioning it here..

First day: We went there... Den had our BBQ started... I did this the fisrt time in my live.. that's to peel the prawns' shell... So smelly and dirty.. but for the comfort of all my classmates ... Me and Angie peeled the shells... Den we ate the food that was bbq-ed... haha....
Some of the girls went to buy alcohol for the night... some didn't drink but some did... They were all drunk at around 6am... Canot believe it that i actually stayed the whole night awake... However, i was very tired... Wad was making mi irritated was that i was feeding the mosquitoes there all day... So So So itchy now lor... Ruby(assistant class rep) was realli super woman.. She drank too but ended up was her that help all the other drunkards into bed... haha... She oso didn't sleep the whole night taking care of them...

Second day: At first, in the early morning, I wanted to go home already... As there wasn't any activity for us to do.. So, was deciding to go.. Called home to tel mum that i will be home having kunch with her as she wasn't feeling well too.. So quite worried... But after that, Ying asked mi wan go ride bike a not.. den i ask her to ask the class lor... If wan den go... Den i called back mum to tell her that i will be home late but will have dinner instead...However, things wasn't right again... I went back to the room wanting to get a bit of rest... But cannot... haha... den soon... Ying say she wanna go home le... I quickly rushed down the steps.. Accidentally missing 1 step, i fell and twisted my ankle... so painful... den dunno why Ying oso a bit frickled whether to go.. Sharon was afraid to leave her Ruby mama alone there.. So they say wait a while den go... Angie told us they bought our food.. but i didn't noe whether thats for diunner or lunch.. So i called back home again telling mum that i not going back for dinner le.. After listening to wad i told her, she scolded in on the phone saying why am i so frickled-minded... At that moment i cannot take it anymore, i went out and tears dropped... Feeling uncomfortable.. A while later, I went back into the chalet room, took my bag and told them that i leave first... Ying caught up with mi.. So went home together le... thats all for the 2 days...

Now, muz prepared to go for the next 2 days camp eagle le.. haha...


Thursday, March 01, 2007

The Most unbearable exprience in my live!!!

Today is 1st March 2007...Rainy & Cooling Day...

Hello, finally finish my 2nd semester exam le... However, i should feel happy but i dunno why happiness doesn't come in for for.. I dunno how i should explain my feelings now.. After struggling for so many weeks of study juz for the exam, i do not feel any satisfied feeling telling myself that all is over and i should continue with wad i always wanna do.. EveryDay seems to pass very slowly... Maybe it's because loneliness is coming real soon to mi... Many things had happened.. I feel that i am realli slow in seeing things like relationship or even friendship... I realli dunno why???

Firstly, a friend of mine actually started a relationship not long ago.. The whole world may noe that she had started but not me... I always thought that we are friends and would share all our happiness and sadness together . So, I was hoping that she will tell me personally ..But she didn't.. I was told by another friend that they are together. It was before my last paper. I was happy for them after hearing the news. However, still hoping that she will break the news again herself, i waited for her with the other friend of mine. While waiting, I knew more about them.. She actualli share more things with this other friend rather than me.. The other friend noes more about it .. So she told mi about them.. After picking up her call, we went to meet up.. Seeing her with the guy holding hands... However, she still didn't tell mi about.. I noe that it is obvious that they are together..

But after thinking about, I felt so dispair... Why i am always the last to noe wad had happen to my friends??? Izzit because i dun care for them or izzit because i am not worth to be their friends??? While writing this post, I am realli down.. Tears is running down.. I realli care for my friends.. i wish to be the one that they can turn in to when they are happy or even wad sad things they may encounter... Now, i am not sure where's my direction.. should i juz continue walking forward and not care about wad had happened or should i care bout the current problem of whether my 'friends' will leave mi... After entering poly, I feel that all my friends are leaving me far behind...i am not able to catch up with them anymore..I am realli feeling tired now.. realli tired...

Secondly, the most tiring thing i had done together was to brush off the water in my house.. Have you heard of flooding in a house located on the Twentyth Floor??? That happened in my house... I felt so fustratred with my Dad's fish.. It actualli knocked again the water pipe.. and all the water came flloding moii house living room and dining hall... wad is this?? Y tortured mi so many things.. Am i born on earth to get tortured with all this rubbish??? Why treat mi like this???